im sitting here in my room.
i feel restless, anxious, lonely...
but underneath the roller-coaster of emotions
i feel at peace.
a significant life-altering change has occurred today
its still too early to feel the effects
but my heart knows the difference
it feels heavier somehow
but light knowing that there is someone out there
who is holding it.
i feel at ease, yet nervous
happy, yet forlorn
at rest, yet worn out
i can't really concentrate
and i feel like im rambling.
i feel like im living a dream
is this reality?
sigh
im just really tired.
and bipolar.
im gonna go pray for awhile.
goodnight.
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