Shame.
Why does he want to take me down.
Why does he attack me so.
Why does he want to hurt me.
Torture me.
Pain me.
Make me cold to the bone.
he numbs my soul.
breaks my heart.
builds up walls.
tears down love.
Cuts me up
blood pouring out
of my
s
c
a
r
s.
i feel dead and want it all to end.
i long for Sleep and yet i cannot find the rest
my body longs for.
nightmares haunt this hollow frame of mine
where is the freedom they talk of.
the peace they say is here.
i am lost and cannot find
my
way
out.
j u m b l e d
s c r a m b l e d
WORDS
are a mess in my mind.
Jesus.
Cool, Refreshing, Love.
forgive me.
i need you.
